After the emotional and tiring day yesterday, normal service is resumed today, back with a 4 mile walk before setting off for work and I feel really positive.
I feel like I am moving on, looking forward to 29th March and that SoberYear.
I’ve not really sure why I feel so positive, my head keeps reminding me that one year ago to this very day my heart was torn apart, I was told in no uncertain terms that my relationship with Victoria was over, never to be rebuilt and I started the downfall which resulted in my turning to God for help.
Over the coming weeks many of these little anniversaries will arise, the suicide bids, the night with Gareth, my first prayer, my SoberYear and then my first walk into Church, I will face each one with differing feelings, but I look forward to the end of the month and that first year.
But for now the sun showed it’s face again this morning, to lift my spirits further.