Always And Forever

Always And Forever

Do we ever say the words
That reside deep within our soul
We hold them for a special moment
That never really comes
A time, a place
That’s perfect in our dreams
Yet we let those moments pass
Opportunity lost
And words are left unsaid
Now death has come between us
Can you hear these words I write
Can you see them
Can you feel them
Can you look within my heart
And take these words
Hold these feelings
Of this love I’ve held inside
That I’ve never before said
And know that I mean them now
With all I am
Like always
And forever

16 thoughts on “Always And Forever

  1. Katie Renee

    A big hug to you even though that doesn’t quite seem like enough… If you want to talk, you know where to find me.

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    1. waynemali Post author

      Hi Katie
      Thank you so much. A big hug is just what I need at the moment, with my Nan’s funeral today I thought I was doing ok until last night, now I feel it’s hitting me big time, I feel alone in my own house, unable to reach out to the one person I want/need to hold me and tell me it’ll be alright, I know you know how that feels, it sucks.
      Thanks for the offer, I may take you up on that, just need to get through today first.
      Thanks again
      Wayne

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    1. waynemali Post author

      Thank you, waking up in the middle of the night thinking about my Nan’s funeral prompted my feelings, instead of just letting the words bounce around my head I put them on here.
      Thanks again
      Wayne

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    1. waynemali Post author

      Thank you, I woke up in the middle of the night and just wrote it, it’s my Nanna’s funeral today, the words ran through my mind so I went with it.
      Thank you again
      Wayne

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  2. suesconsideredtrifles

    We really do need to say those words when we have the chance. It encourages the people we say them too. I haven’t been good at it in the past, but I am learning. Sometimes you have to wait for the right time. Sue

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    1. waynemali Post author

      Hi Sue
      I am definitely guilty of not saying what I really feeling, I know I have to learn from this too, I am going to try harder at this, maybe then I can avoid some of the situations like the ones I now live with.
      Wayne

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  3. lessonsbyheart

    So sorry for your loss. One idea: Nanna’s with Jesus, ask Him to pass on your message. I do this for my mom. Sometimes it helps. Probably not right now, though. Those first weeks and months are very difficult. (((((Wayne)))))
    \o/

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    1. waynemali Post author

      I will try this, I do visit my other Nanna’s grave most mornings and speak to her there, then I pray, it helps. Now I find I speaking to both Nanna’s.
      Wayne

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