Verse of the Day – Ephesians 6:13

Ephesians 6:13

I know I need the armor of God more now than ever and I am trying to stand strong.  My poems today have been mostly an expression of the fear and confusion I feel at this moment in time.

I have to say that the last few weeks I have kept how I feel hidden from my friends, but today I could no longer lie and say everything was okay, today I broke down and cried before them, sharing my feelings and my pain.  I am not quite ready to put my reasons upon my blog at the moment, but over the next few weeks I will share all that is happening.

For now, I keep holding on, keep praying, keep hoping that light will prevail.

NEED YOU KNOW (HOW MANY TIMES) by PLUMB
Well, everybody’s got a story to tell
And everybody’s got a wound to be healed
I want to believe there’s beauty here
‘Cause oh, I get so tired of holding on
I can’t let go, I can’t move on
I want to believe there’s meaning here

How many times have you heard me cry out
“God please take this”?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.

Standing on a road I didn’t plan
Wondering how I got to where I am
I’m trying to hear that still small voice
I’m trying to hear above the noise

How many times have you heard me cry out
“God please take this”?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.

Though I walk,
Though I walk through the shadows
And I, I am so afraid
Please stay, please stay right beside me
With every single step I take

How many times have you heard me cry out?
And how many times have you given me strength?

How many times have you heard me cry out
“God please take this”?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.

I need you now
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
I need you now
I need you now