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A season is coming It dawns upon me I’ve been here before Seem it’s that time of year My soul is downcast Disturbed by what is to come I’ve sat through the dark nights Feeling the chill upon my soul Where everything becomes empty And tears are all I hold A season is coming It dawns slowly upon me Yet I know I will feel alone Still the truth is I will never be As this season falls around me My Lord will be there through it all Though the going will be hard My Lord takes each step with me And I know I’ve been through it before Each time I walk into sunshine in the end This time will be no different With my Lord I will make it through again
I walked so far this morning With my soul so downcast A mist had descended Spreading from the corners of my mind Inside so much turmoil A heart pulled apart So much doubt raging through my mind Still in a simple moment Your voice I heard call You said You would be my miracle If my hope remained in You My praise rose from below I sang out to Your name So here I am now believing You will be my miracle once again
Crisis will come Once in a while We’ll face the walls We just can’t break down Anxiety before us A barrier to our senses Tears upon our sleeves Wiped from the emptiness of our eyes Our hope erodes As we build our walls ever high Where do we look Who’s eyes do we seek In this instant of fear Where do we place our hope
Then in that moment A voice so peaceful reminds us Where we should be What we should do
So here we are We fall to our knees Our eyes close As tears continue to fall There we call His name The name above all others Our prayers form in our mind Breaking fear it reaches our lips Like sparks from our tongue Our fear rises to heaven He answers our call Before us our wall will fall Dust will rise and settle Tears of fear turn to joy At the touch of the Lord
There we rise once more High above the world No walls stand before We become so free Released by our Lord No anxiety will hold us No fears control our soul
So fall upon Your knees All those before the wall Call upon His name And watch your walls fall