Trust me, I've been there, I've looked, I've searched and I know now, that there are no answers to be found in the bottom of a bottle or on the edge of a blade! Fighting Hard, Recovering, Rebuilding, REBORN. Moving on from addiction to a new life.
At times I cry With all the frustration At times I laugh With nervousness When the frustration is too much But even in those moments I will call out upon the Lord To find the next steps through For Him to lead me in the way To get beyond the frustration So in peace I can laugh again
Been through so much Times cried so hard Shed so many tears Sadness has been more than a mask Yet as the tears fell Felt the heart ease For He catches every tear Holds them for eternity With them He takes the pain To place peace within the heart
Is this frustration Part of the learning Is it where I find The lessons in the slog If I just keep going Will I see the smile on the other side Or will I give in And let it take my soul I’m not in this alone My Lord is at my side So here I embrace the frustration Await the lessons to be found And soon, very soon You will see me smile