Trust me, I've been there, I've looked, I've searched and I know now, that there are no answers to be found in the bottom of a bottle or on the edge of a blade! Fighting Hard, Recovering, Rebuilding, REBORN. Moving on from addiction to a new life.
Last night I dreamt I drank again Stole the wine and hid it away In solitude I drank three jars And hid the empty vessels again I lied to those around me Denied I had stole or drank the wine As the disgrace and guilt arose But was this all just a dream I couldn’t tell as I awoke Through the day I felt so guilty Dream or coming reality I couldn’t tell Lord tell me it’s all a dream None of this will come to pass All this belongs to the old me Not the one who rose again These dreams darken my being Makes the guilt stronger than my hope Lord tell me none of this vision Will ever awaken again
I’ve dreamed for much And dreamed for little Some make sense Many so unbelievable Will any come true? Will I touch the vision? Or is it all just in my mind? To be lost to the pillow So I take them to the Father Pray upon their image To hear of His word To clarify my dreams In Him I will find All the truth that will be So for now I will carry on And have the courage to dream