Trust me, I've been there, I've looked, I've searched and I know now, that there are no answers to be found in the bottom of a bottle or on the edge of a blade! Fighting Hard, Recovering, Rebuilding, REBORN. Moving on from addiction to a new life.
Am I ready For the seed to take The untended fields Now hard ground Have I the strength To put hand to plough So I can break up These unploughed useless grounds Lord, if I plough the land Cab we plant the seed Ready for the rains To pour down upon me And bring the seed to life To bear fruit for gathering And when the time is right To reap Your unfailing love
Too many fields Left unploughed So many seeds Still left to sow A righteousness stored And hidden from view Is of no use To the kingdom of the Lord So sow for yourselves And the need of others Then wait upon the day You receive His reward
Are my hands so empty The seeds I am to sow Have fallen from my grasp All I see is barren lands Just waiting for new life Is my righteousness lost Like the seeds that fall away So here I place my hand to the plough To break those unploughed lands As I wait for His righteousness To fall down upon me And fill my hands with the seeds to sow
When did I break the light And clothe myself in shadows Why didn’t I find sooner This pathway back to the life
You couldn’t break my light Believe me many try And no curtain can stop Me from reaching you I was always there You just never lifted your eyes To see the way I had for you But now you’re here and I rejoice
Yet I stand here so, so sorry I get so distracted by life And I fail to sow in my unploughed ground I fear I’ll never reap all You have for me
I hear your prayers And see the regret in your heart All your tears that fall Born of the pain of life Know that I collect them all Now stand again the day is new Together we’ll take up the plough To ready the harvest I have for you