Trust me, I've been there, I've looked, I've searched and I know now, that there are no answers to be found in the bottom of a bottle or on the edge of a blade! Fighting Hard, Recovering, Rebuilding, REBORN. Moving on from addiction to a new life.
Many times Many moments A sickness of the soul Shadows in the mind Stir the heart Twist it all Where do I go? I only want to hide To whom do I speak? Can’t open up myself But He leads me there To the Church Where I can be Be all I need to be An open A trustful me And together we pray They raise a prayer for me Until my soul is still again And shadows of mind clear And I feel myself again To be the person He meant me to be
Still I struggle all alone As emptiness sets in Longing to be alone Suffering in my silence What it is I do not know Why it is I cannot say I know I should turn to them Yet still I just turn away Maybe the day is coming I will feel to be included again But for now here I am Alone with my prayers to the Lord
My friend, my friend I see your struggles Child of mine Don’t go through this alone For I am ever here Yet I have delivered you to my kingdom So share with them Pray with them My saints they will anoint you With sweet oil before my Father To set you free from your worries To put aside your pain You are not alone, not ever You are part of my family So look up and rise again Child of mine For I am ever with you My friend, my friend