Trust me, I've been there, I've looked, I've searched and I know now, that there are no answers to be found in the bottom of a bottle or on the edge of a blade! Fighting Hard, Recovering, Rebuilding, REBORN. Moving on from addiction to a new life.
Too many times My own thoughts My inner self My own darkness Forms the walls That block my way Shutting out the light Fencing me in The dark paces My mind creates Still He shines the light That breaks on through Taking down the walls That block the way Igniting the fires The ones deep within That dissolve the darkness Leaving only my light
And though the other Has come again Stood before me To confuse this mind Set it to chaos With his web of lies But my Lord is here He who is stronger To lift the darkness Silence the fears And set right the lies I hear the voice The voice of my Lord Calling stay strong And BELIEVE
The footprints Of which one should follow Have disappeared Into the oncoming darkness Blue skies Have slipped away Ahead now The mists are falling To reach, to reach There is nothing there What once was held Has all but gone Turning around The fogs surrounding All routes disappear to nothing Where is there to turn Yet upon tired knees How does one Find the way home The enemy’s walls Slowly enclose The dark mist Soon to become Fiery walls The tears echo As they beat the ground Cries the only sound Knees to the ground Head in hands God of all Do not forsake this soul Crying out Lord, lift this soul To plains of brightest blue Where birds will fly In morning sun And life rises with the day Let crying eyes See yonder hill Where a cross is set against Your skies To see the One Who gave it all The One who can set The traveller free And through the fog The cross becomes clear The blood of sacrifice Shines through this night By the breathe of God The mist falls away And dark skies turn to blue The way is clear To where the cross stands tall Is the path The traveller will walk