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The Mirror

The Mirror

Broken dreams
Fragments of a mirror
Shattered
Smashed
Upon the floor
Cracked hopes
Shards of glass
To cut the feet
Upon the paths
I will walk
The mirror lies
Of who I am
Broken soul
Empty heart
The glass is cracked
The mirror lies
Shards are missing
Leaving bits unseen
No longer whole
Left in pieces
Is it broken?
Hopes like mirrors
Are they shattered?
Dreams in the glass
Or is this my view?
The broken view
All in my mind?
The mirror is gone
Long since taken
This view of shattered
In my soul
Broken dreams
Of my mind
Smashed hopes
Of my heart
For He took the mirror
Said I was more
I still search
For the brokenness within
The mirror I hold
In this empty mind
Set me free
From the broken view
The mirror lies
Holds me back
He says to me
I am more
Let it go
And know I am
A child of God
Made in His image
Not the broken mirror’s

The Mirror’s Cry

The Mirror’s Cry

This mirror cries
Though I stand here
With a smile
A lie across the face
I see in it’s reflection
Does this mirror work
Or is it broken?
Like it’s owner
Or does it simply tell the truth
Is it I that put on a show?
A smile for the world
To hide my woe
Is my smile just a shadow?
Falling across my face
Can this smile hide the truth inside
Or is the truth found
Within the mirror’s cry


Faded Mirror

FADED MIRROR

I’ve been looking in the faded mirror
The face I see I do not like
I don’t see the one You see

When I see ugly
You see only beauty

When I feel old
You call me child

When I feel alone
Your arm reaches around me

When I see failure
You proclaim my victory

When my scars begin to show
You wipe away my guilt

Forget that old faded mirror
Who I see is not who I’m made to be
Because You created me for greater things

Broken Mirror

Broken Mirror

Looking in that old mirror
I saw the ugly side of me
A side I never wanted to see
A man of no worth
Broken, beaten, without a hope
A painful sight, just hard to take

I looked deep within
Directly into that vacant stare
Of a face I no longer knew
Until I couldn’t look no more
That life was over
Time for a creation new

Through the grace of God
Together We broke that mirror
The past was finally shattered
Smashed upon the ground
So now when I take a look
Looking back is a face made new

Throw Your Mirrors Down

After the frustration of last night, I can safely say that tonight is a complete 360, another Friday night at Amplified, my Church’s youth ministry and it was another epic night.

Firstly one of our young youth leaders absolutely nailed her preach, she may only be in her teens herself, but her faith is amazing, I wish I had just a little of her passion for Jesus.

She spoke of the distorted mirrors we look into, where we see a distorted image of ourselves, when we look and see that we are ugly or we aren’t good enough, we are worthless or we are weak, she told the young people present that we all face these mirrors from time to time, even herself, that we all think like this about ourselves in this way on occasion.

I felt every word she said, they resonated through me over and over again, because I faced every mirror she spoke of, only I faced them all at the same time and on more than one occasion, I stared into that mirror and got all those images of myself just staring back, all in those days when I stood at my bathroom sink with penknife in hand, these were the destructive thoughts I had and this young girl spoke every one of them tonight.

But she had an answer, an answer for every mirror, God’s mirror, for each thought she stuck God’s response through bible verse onto a mirror until she covered the mirror in God’s word for us.

She nailed it, absolutely nailed, you were incredible Annie O’Connell!

Following Annie was a testimony from young Hannah, she spoke of her torment after years of bullying, her hatred for God that He allowed her to go through that and all the self harm and some of the very thoughts that Annie spoke about.

She fought against her insecurity and spoke with strength about how she had turned back to God to get through, how in doing so her life had changed considerably, her outlook and attitude was so different now.

I still remember that on the day of my Baptism, Hannah sent me a message over Facebook, I didn’t even know her then, she had just seen me jump up on stage and share my testimony, she praised me then for my courage, this evening I got to return the compliment, she had the courage to speak her testimony for what God is doing in her life and she did it unbelievably well.

The funny thing is that I don’t see what I did that day as courageous, because I don’t feel I had anything to be afraid of, because I wasn’t really in control, God was in control that day, I had complete trust in Him that this was what I was supposed to do, I just left my shy, quiet self behind for a while, there were no nerves, as I say I had nothing to fear, I was with God.

It’s hard to believe that this weekend it will be 65 weeks since I last stared into that twisted, contorted mirror, 65 weeks since I put down that blade and 65 weeks since I picked up the phone to make that call to Gareth, from that call I started a journey with God and I continue that journey and continue to grow as I go.  I may have faced the odd small mirror in the last 65 weeks, but that mass of twisted glass has now been smashed forever!

There can only be one song to accompany this post, House of Mirrors by Tenth Avenue North, there were definitely some mirrors thrown to the ground tonight!

HOUSE OF MIRRORS by TENTH AVENUE NORTH
You can’t seem to see past your own reflection
Caught up in the halls of your introspection
And you’re staring at your mirror on the wall
Asking  “who is the fairest of them all?”
‘Cause Lord I know, it’s not me
If only you could see
That you’ve already been set free

Well come on, come on
Let’s throw our mirrors down
Yeah come on, come on
Let’s shatter the glass on the ground

Well you say “hold on, if I could just try this one thing.
Well I know I can change and that would change everything”
But a house made of mirrors never helped you see any clearer
It’s yourself you can’t see past
And Lord, isn’t that just like me?
If only we could see, that He’s already set us free

Well come on, come on
Let’s throw our mirrors down
Yeah come on, come on
Let’s shatter the glass on the ground

Oh, oh
Freedom’s waiting for you now
So come on, come on
And throw your mirrors down

Come on, if you’re tired take a step outside
You might find that you can forget about yourself tonight
Oh, come on if you’re tired of failed attempts to try
Freedom’s waiting when you look outside
Come on, if you’re tired take a step outside
You might find you can forget about yourself tonight
Yeah, come if you’re tired of your failed attempts to try
Freedom is waiting when  you look outside

Well come on, come on
Let’s throw our mirrors down
Yeah come on, come on
Let’s shatter the glass on the ground
Freedom’s waiting for you now
So come on, come on and throw your mirrors down