Trust me, I've been there, I've looked, I've searched and I know now, that there are no answers to be found in the bottom of a bottle or on the edge of a blade! Fighting Hard, Recovering, Rebuilding, REBORN. Moving on from addiction to a new life.
My misery No longer ties to the bottle And the brokenness ti brought Faded away The beer The wine Seem all so distant Not found upon this path I walk with the Lord With Him I find my joy And the strength to leave my past And the bottle no longer holds me Released from deep within it’s grasp
My anguish My misery Flares up once again Rises from the depths Once again Temptation rises To reach for a bottle To wash it away like it was before Take it O Lord Strip me of this wanting Let peace be the feeling That rises within
I’ve drank the beer And downed the wine in darkness Found the perishing fear That leads to destruction And lived within the brokenness
Not until I taster that of the true vine The blood of Christ That removed my empty soul To take the fear and destruction I clung to And brought me to a life ever now
Now I’m yearning for the true vine once more To renew this soul of mine That slips in broken nights To taste and feel alive one more time To be renewed by the blood of Christ
This is how I fell, I drank to forget all my problems, to release myself from my anguish and distress, until I got to the point where the need to drink was more than the need to live.
Thankfully the Lord saved me from this point, He told me I was needed more than I ever knew and that there was a life within worth living.
FROM THE DAY by I AM THEY When You found me, I was so blind My sin was before me, I was swallowed by pride But out of the darkness, You brought me to Your light You showed me new mercy and opened up my eyes
From the day You saved my soul ‘Til the very moment when I come home I’ll sing, I’ll dance, my heart will overflow From the day You saved my soul
Where brilliant light is all around And endless joy is the only sound Oh, rest my heart forever now Oh, in Your arms I’ll always be found
From the day You saved my soul ‘Til the very moment when I come home I’ll sing, I’ll dance, my heart will overflow From the day You saved my soul
My love is Yours My heart is Yours My life is Yours Forever
My love is Yours My heart is Yours My life is Yours Forever
From the day You saved my soul ‘Til the very moment when I come home I’ll sing, I’ll dance, my heart will overflow From the day You saved my soul
From the day You saved my soul ‘Til the very moment when I come home I’ll sing, I’ll dance, my heart will overflow From the day You saved my soul From the day You saved my soul