Trust me, I've been there, I've looked, I've searched and I know now, that there are no answers to be found in the bottom of a bottle or on the edge of a blade! Fighting Hard, Recovering, Rebuilding, REBORN. Moving on from addiction to a new life.
So many times So many cries Oh help me Lord Show me my way And from the darkness A light would shine To illuminate the way To lessen the load To make a heart Undivided To make a soul Rise again And ever I praise The glory of Your name Time after time So many times For so many cries
I have wrestled with my fear Fought the fights I couldn’t win I slipped beneath the weight of it To the lowest I gave in Then Your voice came singing A song of love waiting for me This heart of fear began beating With the hope You placed within Now You lead me in Your ways So my hope triumphs over fear I pray my heart will be undivided And never again will I lose the fight For Your mercy I praise Your name For my hope I lift You high And if any ask how I conquered I’ll tell them that it was You Who raised me from the deep My hope is wrapped in Your heart beat Which beats in time with mine Let the whole world feel it’s rhythm So this hope can invade their hearts
Lord I lift my highest praise Now that I am set free And now I only ask of this That You show me Your ways And lead me forth In the way that I should go So that the light I have followed That led me to be free Can be seen within myself To lead out others To find You Lord and be free