Trust me, I've been there, I've looked, I've searched and I know now, that there are no answers to be found in the bottom of a bottle or on the edge of a blade! Fighting Hard, Recovering, Rebuilding, REBORN. Moving on from addiction to a new life.
So many times So many cries Oh help me Lord Show me my way And from the darkness A light would shine To illuminate the way To lessen the load To make a heart Undivided To make a soul Rise again And ever I praise The glory of Your name Time after time So many times For so many cries
I have wrestled with my fear Fought the fights I couldn’t win I slipped beneath the weight of it To the lowest I gave in Then Your voice came singing A song of love waiting for me This heart of fear began beating With the hope You placed within Now You lead me in Your ways So my hope triumphs over fear I pray my heart will be undivided And never again will I lose the fight For Your mercy I praise Your name For my hope I lift You high And if any ask how I conquered I’ll tell them that it was You Who raised me from the deep My hope is wrapped in Your heart beat Which beats in time with mine Let the whole world feel it’s rhythm So this hope can invade their hearts
Lord I lift my highest praise Now that I am set free And now I only ask of this That You show me Your ways And lead me forth In the way that I should go So that the light I have followed That led me to be free Can be seen within myself To lead out others To find You Lord and be free
I’m forever thankful that His great love from delivered me from the depths, yet I still long for an undivided heart.
UNDIVIDED HEART by VICKY BEECHING Brokenness has brought me to my knees Face to face with all that’s dark in me I can barely see You through my shame
 Jesus come and wash me white again
Flood me with Your healing light Help me choose what’s true and right
Give me an undivided heart I want to love You with every partâ Give me an undivided soul I want to be Yours alone Yours alone
At the cross I find Your open arms Reminding me there’s grace for all I’ve done With Your blood You wipe away my past Taking on Yourself my sin and scars
By Your power help me change Break off every single chain
You make all things new So take my ashes and make them something beautiful Do what only You can do Take my ashes and make them something beautiful