Trust me, I've been there, I've looked, I've searched and I know now, that there are no answers to be found in the bottom of a bottle or on the edge of a blade! Fighting Hard, Recovering, Rebuilding, REBORN. Moving on from addiction to a new life.
Am I the only one? To feel this lost and alone To feel like there’s no one To whom I can turn Surely not in the world of hurt So many more will feel this pain If you do If you are So lost and alone And you’ve found your way to these words That I write unto myself Well you should know We have a spirit within To help us through And a God that surrounds Who loves us so No matter where you are Or in the depths you feel There’s a Father Waiting on a voice To simply say “Save me Lord” And this I know And I say to you You will be saved
Hope so distant It just felt so far I tried to stay close Still distance in my fear I cried out in despair Not knowing what to say Still a voice from deep inside Spoke so deep into my soul
“Write it down Your deepest prayer Words you can’t say Commit them to paper The Lord hears them in your heart Even when they’re trapped inside Still when words fail And fears grow large Write it down If it’s all you have Write them down”
I know He hears Even when I can’t speak I know he reads me Even when I can’t write But I still write it down When this voice falls silent And my fears begin to grow