Trust me, I've been there, I've looked, I've searched and I know now, that there are no answers to be found in the bottom of a bottle or on the edge of a blade! Fighting Hard, Recovering, Rebuilding, REBORN. Moving on from addiction to a new life.
Even when the air seems tight And I struggle to breathe Even when the mountains high Stand before my way Even when the storm clouds dark Refuse to drift away My God is my help The One who sustains me And leads me to brighter days
When it seems This night is endless And these shadows Just won’t fall away I find in myself All I have left Is the God Who sustains me Then I’m assured This night Will not last And I find the sunlight Beyond the shadows In the end
The Lord has saved, He has sustained me, yet I still feel that I test the boundaries of His love for me, though His love never fails.
FORGIVE ME by TENTH AVENUE NORTH I hear you calling out my name, Lord but I can’t look you in the eye So I, I just stay away I tried and tasted what’s forbidden and it filled me with delight but now I’m still hungry inside
Forgive me, forgive me Lord, for living, like I’m not yours I forget, how kind you are you are light for my foolish heart (my heart, my heart, my heart) you are the light of my heart (my heart, my heart, my heart) you are the light of my
Oh God, I let intruders into the garden of my soul Foxes are running wild I thought you were holding on me now to keep me from being free How could I have been so wrong
Forgive me, forgive me Lord, for living, like I’m not yours I forget, how kind you are you are light for my foolish heart (my heart, my heart, my heart) you are the light of my heart (my heart, my heart, my heart) you are the light of my
Like a runaway, always runnin’, runnin’ from the pain Tried my own way to live to steal what you already give I gave you the truth for a lie Trade the sun in for the moonlight Oh don’t let me sleep here tonight I wanna see you here with new eyes, new eyes
Forgive me, forgive me Lord, for living, like I’m not yours I forget, how kind you are you are light for my foolish heart (my heart, my heart, my heart) you are the light of my heart (my heart, my heart, my heart) you are the light of my
Father forgive me, I forget that I am yours No other Savior is as kind as you are, so kind to me Lord Your my light in yours Your my love and I’m yours